odd things

several things happened today that haven't happened in a while. i got a splinter in the bottom of my foot. i was outside. yesterday i found a way to climb over the fence that holds me here but i didn't go b/c their was no way back in. but a few min ago i found a secret gate that i can crawl through to get back in. WOOOO! then the splinter happened and i had to come back in. the only problem is the gate is under the kitchen window so i couldn't try it out last night.(my aunt was watching me) its not that i don't love it here. i really do! but sometimes i have a very demanding urge to escape (thats why we slept outside on my birthday eleanor and squirly)

another thing that happened was i ate parogies!!! they r really yummy. also i earned 70 $ in two days for babysitting and baby's late night feeding. tehehe.

~Diamond Rose~

Mary Chapin Carpenter - 10.000 Miles - Fly Away Home

not depressed just deeply unhappy

i am having the worst best day ever. slept till 11 cuz i stayed up reading my library book. got to draw at my grammas for hours and watched her make homemade pizza which i eated. them came home and played barbies with my cousin denise. and now i get 25 dollars for doing my fav thing ever! staying up till 3 reading! (i get paid cuz at three i feed my aunts baby so she doesnt have to get up) but now im crying. i think i miss my mom. watched fly away home at my g-mas amd cryed while walter stared at me (only a little). walter is my grandmas husband but not my granddad i also got another book from the library. the sound of butterflys. the title, cover pic, and authors name called me. the pic is a beautiful blue butterfly and the authors name is racheal. not how i spell my middle name but still. i also got 10 dollars for playing with denise. my aunt was at a bible study. love you mommy. i will cry and cuddle my baby cuz thats what i love.

scary things

your know what really scares me? things i dont/didnt want to know. like me flying on a plane from alberta canada to indiana usa. terrifying! also me walking down a dark street by myself in a bad neighbor hood carrying 1000 $. also me eating marshmellows my whole life and now i fing out the r made from cow hoofs! and jello and pudding too! yeah ikr! and now here i am. alone. in canada. without my mother for moral support. teenagers r just like babys, the only want to leave if their mother stays in the same place. my mother is a moving target. oh and did you know that pinatas promote violence? yeah we all just thot about the candy but the next thing you know your hitting your brother with a bat.

~Diamond Rose~

confesstions of a canadian everything-aholic

ok here are some very important canadian confessions.

1. i am under the spell of a three week old baby. her name is a secret cuz she is a foster baby and was taken from her mother cuz her mother has "health problems" i am like addicted to holding feeding burping loving and other baby things.

2. i also like/ love barbies. i know. pathetic. i cant help it.

3. books!

here r the three i got today

the sweetness at the bottom of the pie

the lightkeeper's daughter

the world needs more canada (not even joking)

here r some i ordered from the library and hope to get for my birthday

maze runner

the caligraphr's daughter (KOREAN=)

and here r some i like

wintergirls

the adoration of jenna fox

eight cousins

the sisterhood of the traveling pants (not the last one tho cuz its dirty)

the ultimate enemy (yes eleanor the berserker book)

the color mango (TEHEHEEEEEE!)

heiress(bahahhahaha)

emily the strange

4. i love swiss chalet! its a resterant that isnt in america and its totally awesome (lol eleanor)

5. i have a sick perverted family who like to talk about colapsable nipples (for the baby's bottle of course)

6. i totally love that they like to laugh at me for blushing while they say the n word

7. i am sad cuz i cant put any pics up here

8. i am out of confessions

9. nevermind

10. I JUST SAID OUT IN MY MIND LIKE A CANAIDIAN!!!!

bye now!

~Diamond Rose~

How to be Ninja

SLEEPOVERS

i have been in non stop sleepovers (take that squirly!) since wednesday! first went to yennys house with eleanor squirly and our friend juliana. then i went home but had eleanor yenny and our other friend cortney. now i have eleanor cortney and another friend shay.i think im obsessed with eleanor! IF I KEEP IT UP LIKE A LOVESICK CRACKHEAD! oh wells she watched me type it. ( i think she loves me) KNOW i love her! i also have Cortney over for like months at a time. WE EATED ICE CREAM AND IS ABOUT TO WATCH LEGALLY BLONDE MUSICAL! pst i also love my brother but i will never tell him. its our secret ok then!