Lily Allen - The Fear

bleh

i feel mad right now. like the insane kind of mad. i almost passed out today and mother was watching so i had to stay strong. now i have this killer headache and whats funny is TABLE, GET OVER IT. i read a sign today that said that. ow ow ow. lots of love. btw i have no idea what i want for Christmas. my dad said i have to figure it out soon so he can order it. i feel so piggy when i ask for gifts and stuff. hopefully i will be rearranging my room later

lovelove

DiamondRose

Comic Relief - Catherine Tate & David Tennant

David Tennant's Coward Soliloquy - Hamlet - Preview - BBC Two

I Got No iPhone

The Best Burrito

crap

oh my gosh i am sooooooooo embarrassed!!!!!!!! my grandfather owned a business called keystone but i knew nothing about what he did there. so in my history class we were talking about economics and my teacher mentioned keystone and said it was huge! and i am like woah!!! so after class i told him my granddad owned a bit of it and he was like wow that is so very cool and u cud see he was genuinely excited about it. now i find out that he had made his own business called keystone and it is not the one we talked about in history. somehow i have to tell him that i was completely wron and i am nothing cool at all. idk how to do that. HELPME!!!

some

i feel so bad for rose tyler must do homework must must must cant cant cant i just cant do it look just do it quick people are staring pressure overwhelming please dont look at me like that i cant handle this feeling of love pain hate passion dull nasty nasty stupid smart strong empty weak i just must have to cant do it do it do it but i have to its the law of this temple we do our homework we master our fears we are strong we need sleep so much sleep but no sleep is not our friend we must do our work just do something anything everything yes

we must do this but i dont see how we I cant we are not alone thay say everyone feels this way well we hate you for saying everyone feels our pain hate love joy bliss anger passion failures i we honestly doubt that you feel rejection as strongly as our hearts can cry cry cry our lonely hearts no one likes an uncut diamond ruby sapphire emerald not that im any of those shut up shut up shut up dont say any more u have said enough for two lifetimes of making me feel so small when actually i am taller than you hahahahahaha you cant win i am the winner loser ok we tied

oh my gosh my room is filling way too fast need want out of here ok

ill be fine

im always just fine

Disc Replay awesome

ok so on friday me, my brother Nate, and juliana were forced to go to the game at my school. it was fun with ju and my other friends there Ellie came but had to leave early so we (me Nate ju) just left when she did and we went to jus house to get her stuff (she spent the night) then we traveled to disc replay.....lots of fun. we were just happily minding our own business when ju casually pointed out a movie that scared her. so this guy turned around and was like "seriously? that scared u?" and she's like "yeah!" and we talked for like ever. the dude was in university and i found out his name was Graham. his knowledge of movie was EXTENSIVE!!! (it surpassed my own but thats rlly not hard to do) AND it was way more than my bros!!! i told him my name was rachel and Nate was like "uh no its not, its rose" and ju was like "NOOOO U HAD TO LET IT GOOOOO!" we talked like three more times until we magically left at the same time and walked to our cars talking and saying bye. it was very cool. i love randomly talking to ppl like that!

gotta go eat pancakes bye

~Diamond Rose~

The Rescuers - The Journey

Break Me Out-The Rescues

ranty rant rant (i love u) WHAT!

i looove this weather! im cooking yummy potato soup and im going to eat it outside in the grass cuz im a freak and i cant keep my hands out of the air. umigosh ellie got me the complete fourth season of Doctor Who!!!!!! sooo very excited for when it gets here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bo peep bo peep bo peep!!!!! one minute im a little sweetheart and the next u are an absolute creep.... basicly im just going on and on and on and i cant. look look just do something quick! a day aday when things things are preety bad! hahahahahaha weve got obsessions!! oh yeah i love annoying my bro with my TOTALY AWESOME musik!!! ok so their are these giant spiders around my house (the black ones) and my cat was playing with on IN THE HOUSE!! i saved her and put the evil thing outside. i think she was sad bc it wasn't a bad playmate (or so she thought)

have to rescue my soup now! bye!

~Diamond Rose~

Paramore Vs. Muse - CrushCrushUprising

The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins - Movie Trailer (Fanmade)

the cat fell asleep on me while i cried. i dont know what else to say.

bestfriends

sad pic that looks like ellie and yenny. i miss u so much!
me and ellie when her hair was blonde and mine was long

ju and me

this is the wedding dress i want. i think its amazing!!!
ellie i think i found ur wedding dress!! isnt this what u said u wanted?
this is a pic of school rumble. the amazing show ellie showed me!!

thats all for now

bye!

~Diamond Rosy~

yay! just got back from kohls! bought five outfits and five accessories! i love them all. almost cant wait for school tmrw! but i wud if i had a choice! im so excited for the ________ ______ for ________!!!!! hope everyone can come!! NO ONE HAD BETTER FILL IN THOSE BLANKS!!!

~Diamond Rose~

so flipping sad rite now!! I CANT FIGURE OUT WHY?! i have like nothing to be sad about but i am anyway. i feel so bad rite now. my stomach hurts but i cant tell my mom cuz she will think i am lying to get out of going to school tmrw. which im NOT. GOSH WHY THE FRICK DDI EVERYONE SAY MY NAME WHEN that guy ASKED IF ANYONE EVERY FAKED SICK?!!!!! we were playing this game at the freshman party, i ferget what its called

thought of ellie when i saw the girl below

feel like the girl above

bye now

~Diamond Rose~

Don't Unplug me-All Caps

JULIANa!!!!~!

hey!! so wooo! my bros friend is over and he is hilarious he he is demonstrating how the f-bomb is more effective than saying frick wow.... and also my bro burned his waffles. hahahah! i was up at nine and i am clean and dressed. they just got up. also ju, you are an anorexic pig! (jkjk) hannah i miss u even tho u were just here! i really wanna meet Rachel!!!! ju! get over to my house rite now!! for shizzle

Canadian, Please

so eleanor and cortney are over and we r soooo hyper blah blah blah

pleeeeease can i??!!!

i had the best day today. my grandma took me to a huge art store and bought me watercolor paints, brushes, a pallet, and lots of watercolor paper! it was the best. we talked to this rlly pretty girl named hannah (wink wink) that knew like everything about art! she also looked like eleanor!!!!!! hahahaha. then i went to my grandmas house and had swiss chalet takeout while we watched a movie. slumdog millionare! awesome! then she gave me some....in juliana's words....hooker gloves

but they are rlly pretty and they r leather with flowers. oh and mum? i spent 54.99 on a present for nate. :D so there goes my money. i am super hyper cuz my kindness is making everyone else happy! oh and mum? Aunt marci LOVED her present that we picked out. as soon as you read this you have to call me!! we have three questions for you.

1. how long can i stay here?

2. how much will it cost to change my ticket?

3. can i be homeschooled?

i remind you that auntie is a certified teacher and can teach me math english home ec health and science. denise can be my gym teacher. grandma can be my art teacher. and i can be enployed as their nanny!

also i will prolly only need two boxed shipped here

denise needs me

aunt marci needs me

lexi needs me

we took a vote and its unanimous in favor

see? aunt marci can even teach me democracy!

hoping you will consider it

~Diamond Rose~

ok so last night i slept in the basement and besides me being a little scared of the dark i was fine to go down there but when i was in my room i locked the door, not knowing that the thing i was scared of was already inside. so i watched half a movie and got tired so i turned it off but left the light on. then i fell asleep. my monster entered my mind. in this dream i was at school. my whole history class was there and for some reason Mr. johns (my history teacher) was teaching science. idk what we were learning but he had two guys that i didn't know lying down on table. one was named cameron. they were both knocked out with that gas u get when u have surgery. then my kinda friend whitni cut open cameron's stomach and painfully slowly put milk and insects inside him. some other dude was putting the same thing only with the milk and bugs in a sealed plastic bag into the other guy. then my mind fast forwarded and some nurse was yelling and crying and screaming that cameron was dying and dead and that we killed him and it was horrifying. she said she cud save the other guy b/c it was only in plastic bags. then i got the awful image of what poisonous bugs do do you from the inside. idk why but it was all kinda blurry. i woke up then. inside the light was a bug. lets just say my monster had my mind for the rest of the night, even tho im sure i didnt sleep any more.

lovingly terrified,

~Diamond Rose~

odd things

several things happened today that haven't happened in a while. i got a splinter in the bottom of my foot. i was outside. yesterday i found a way to climb over the fence that holds me here but i didn't go b/c their was no way back in. but a few min ago i found a secret gate that i can crawl through to get back in. WOOOO! then the splinter happened and i had to come back in. the only problem is the gate is under the kitchen window so i couldn't try it out last night.(my aunt was watching me) its not that i don't love it here. i really do! but sometimes i have a very demanding urge to escape (thats why we slept outside on my birthday eleanor and squirly)

another thing that happened was i ate parogies!!! they r really yummy. also i earned 70 $ in two days for babysitting and baby's late night feeding. tehehe.

~Diamond Rose~

Mary Chapin Carpenter - 10.000 Miles - Fly Away Home

not depressed just deeply unhappy

i am having the worst best day ever. slept till 11 cuz i stayed up reading my library book. got to draw at my grammas for hours and watched her make homemade pizza which i eated. them came home and played barbies with my cousin denise. and now i get 25 dollars for doing my fav thing ever! staying up till 3 reading! (i get paid cuz at three i feed my aunts baby so she doesnt have to get up) but now im crying. i think i miss my mom. watched fly away home at my g-mas amd cryed while walter stared at me (only a little). walter is my grandmas husband but not my granddad i also got another book from the library. the sound of butterflys. the title, cover pic, and authors name called me. the pic is a beautiful blue butterfly and the authors name is racheal. not how i spell my middle name but still. i also got 10 dollars for playing with denise. my aunt was at a bible study. love you mommy. i will cry and cuddle my baby cuz thats what i love.

scary things

your know what really scares me? things i dont/didnt want to know. like me flying on a plane from alberta canada to indiana usa. terrifying! also me walking down a dark street by myself in a bad neighbor hood carrying 1000 $. also me eating marshmellows my whole life and now i fing out the r made from cow hoofs! and jello and pudding too! yeah ikr! and now here i am. alone. in canada. without my mother for moral support. teenagers r just like babys, the only want to leave if their mother stays in the same place. my mother is a moving target. oh and did you know that pinatas promote violence? yeah we all just thot about the candy but the next thing you know your hitting your brother with a bat.

~Diamond Rose~

confesstions of a canadian everything-aholic

ok here are some very important canadian confessions.

1. i am under the spell of a three week old baby. her name is a secret cuz she is a foster baby and was taken from her mother cuz her mother has "health problems" i am like addicted to holding feeding burping loving and other baby things.

2. i also like/ love barbies. i know. pathetic. i cant help it.

3. books!

here r the three i got today

the sweetness at the bottom of the pie

the lightkeeper's daughter

the world needs more canada (not even joking)

here r some i ordered from the library and hope to get for my birthday

maze runner

the caligraphr's daughter (KOREAN=)

and here r some i like

wintergirls

the adoration of jenna fox

eight cousins

the sisterhood of the traveling pants (not the last one tho cuz its dirty)

the ultimate enemy (yes eleanor the berserker book)

the color mango (TEHEHEEEEEE!)

heiress(bahahhahaha)

emily the strange

4. i love swiss chalet! its a resterant that isnt in america and its totally awesome (lol eleanor)

5. i have a sick perverted family who like to talk about colapsable nipples (for the baby's bottle of course)

6. i totally love that they like to laugh at me for blushing while they say the n word

7. i am sad cuz i cant put any pics up here

8. i am out of confessions

9. nevermind

10. I JUST SAID OUT IN MY MIND LIKE A CANAIDIAN!!!!

bye now!

~Diamond Rose~

How to be Ninja

SLEEPOVERS

i have been in non stop sleepovers (take that squirly!) since wednesday! first went to yennys house with eleanor squirly and our friend juliana. then i went home but had eleanor yenny and our other friend cortney. now i have eleanor cortney and another friend shay.i think im obsessed with eleanor! IF I KEEP IT UP LIKE A LOVESICK CRACKHEAD! oh wells she watched me type it. ( i think she loves me) KNOW i love her! i also have Cortney over for like months at a time. WE EATED ICE CREAM AND IS ABOUT TO WATCH LEGALLY BLONDE MUSICAL! pst i also love my brother but i will never tell him. its our secret ok then!

G-DRAGON - BUTTERFLY

wacko!!!

opps that last post went wacko! but i love butterflies! tehehehe

um i have a deep respect (some call it an obsession. i have no idea why) with butterflies! the are the most beautiful graceful animals ever. i enjoy my butterfly bush cuz i can catch them . im so lucky lucky im so lucky lucky im so lovely lovely

Lucky Twice - I'm so lucky lucky

GIRLS` GENERATION _ Chocolate Love _ MusicVideo

*sigh*

i just watched toy story 3 and there are SO many things wrong with that movie!

1. demented pink bear that smells of strawberries

2. jessie is in love with BUZZ! NOT cool!

3. Buzz cannot dance but he does anyway

4. where did the best character go?! Bo peep is GONE! just gone...

5. Ken and barbie shud just get a room! sheesh!

ok thats all i can think of now but i still liked it. kinda. i always knew my mom was right when she questioned me about going to a child's movie...

VERY depressed right now as my father is having alot of fun with my friend. he never plays with me like that...

*sigh*

-Diamond Rose_

Last night

i just had the most creepy and wonderful dream ever!! i was in a house that glowed in the dark and their was a girl watching me and following me. all i cud see about here was her glowing blue icy eyes. she smiled and her teeth glowed too. then everything went black and all i cud see was her teeth. she laughed and i shivered. i started running and i bumped into someone else. it was a boy and he had a gun. the girl yelled to run and the boy shot her. i definitely ran. for my life. but i also looked around for hiding places and weapons. hey look a big boulder and a semi- automatic rifle! (idk about guns so i have no idea if thats right) so i dove for it and them i realized that the boy wasn't even hiding or shooting he was my brother! i knew that the girl looked creepy but now i knew she was evil. me and my bro ran away from that place ad then we were in a overly bright valley. we climbed a hill and saw random words floating in the air but the were backwards. i read them and figured out we were trapped in the hidden valley ranch bottle!! (yes the valley in IN the bottle) my bro and i ran to the edge of the bottle and climbed the weird ladder to the top and jumped out. now we were in my refrigerator! i woke up then, sadly.

in other news (bleh that sounds weird) last night was very annoying! i went to bed but i watched tv till twelve and when i was done i was getting in bed when i saw a glowing light under my sheets. i ignored it and fell asleep. (i think its what made me have the dream) i woke up at like one and saw the light. i pulled of my sheets and there was a crushed dead firefly. CRUSHED AND DEAD! so walked downstairs and slept on the couch. then a six in the morning i went back upstairs and slept on the floor. now my knee hurts bc i injured it yesterday.

GUESS WHAT I GET TO DO TODAY!!! clean out my car.

bye!!

-Diamond Rose-

RandoM

I MADE WAFFLES!!!! ilovewafflesilovewaffles! waffles waffles so last night was amazing i had a super cupcake and it gave me super powers of sleep! WOO. MY LIFE IS KINDA WEIRD. I want a guinea pig for my birthday. one time i was planning to save the universe when my dog made waffles and then my giant squid escaped and ate the waffles. :DD: I HAVE FINGERS! one time i made a big birthday cake for my moms friend hehehehehehehe hehehehehehe my mom said that a guy is making her new legs.... i was very disturbed for a while. then she said new legs for her table. my family is WACKO! still trying to get used to a new planet so i will hang in there! -Diamond Rose!!

IM NOT CRAZY!! am i??!

ok so i was just on Eleanor's blog and i am shocked at the thought that came to my awful mind!! ok so i was thinking about the sports issue and into my head pops a pic of me barbecuing a freaking hamster! I LOVE HAMSTERS! WHEN WILL THE MADNESS STOP??!! never thay say. they say im crazy. oh and im doing the weird-face-while-i-type thing. in computer tech at my school i sat next to this guy vernon and he was always looking at me funny because i was TALKING OUT LOAD TO MYSELF and when something happened he didn't like he would imitate me and use his black voice all girly. and them i would say DONT U BE FLIPPIN ME NO WHATNOT!! IMMA POP A CAP IN YO!!

Me and salmon?

Hello i am Rose! I am easily excited and very eccentric! Once in a while i will superflyingtacklepounce random people. I NEED TACOS!! very WOO! today i found out that my childhood was a lie! yay! my mother secretly fed me salmon. SALMON??!! SHE SAID IT WAS TUNA! i LOVE TUNA! not salmon. also my mother said i smile and make weird faces while i type. someday i will destroy all salmon or just make it illegal for them to be killed. THEN I WILL RULE ALL OF YOU! maybe not but hahahahahaha!!