so flipping sad rite now!! I CANT FIGURE OUT WHY?! i have like nothing to be sad about but i am anyway. i feel so bad rite now. my stomach hurts but i cant tell my mom cuz she will think i am lying to get out of going to school tmrw. which im NOT. GOSH WHY THE FRICK DDI EVERYONE SAY MY NAME WHEN that guy ASKED IF ANYONE EVERY FAKED SICK?!!!!! we were playing this game at the freshman party, i ferget what its called

thought of ellie when i saw the girl below

feel like the girl above

bye now

~Diamond Rose~

Don't Unplug me-All Caps

JULIANa!!!!~!

hey!! so wooo! my bros friend is over and he is hilarious he he is demonstrating how the f-bomb is more effective than saying frick wow.... and also my bro burned his waffles. hahahah! i was up at nine and i am clean and dressed. they just got up. also ju, you are an anorexic pig! (jkjk) hannah i miss u even tho u were just here! i really wanna meet Rachel!!!! ju! get over to my house rite now!! for shizzle

Canadian, Please

so eleanor and cortney are over and we r soooo hyper blah blah blah

pleeeeease can i??!!!

i had the best day today. my grandma took me to a huge art store and bought me watercolor paints, brushes, a pallet, and lots of watercolor paper! it was the best. we talked to this rlly pretty girl named hannah (wink wink) that knew like everything about art! she also looked like eleanor!!!!!! hahahaha. then i went to my grandmas house and had swiss chalet takeout while we watched a movie. slumdog millionare! awesome! then she gave me some....in juliana's words....hooker gloves

but they are rlly pretty and they r leather with flowers. oh and mum? i spent 54.99 on a present for nate. :D so there goes my money. i am super hyper cuz my kindness is making everyone else happy! oh and mum? Aunt marci LOVED her present that we picked out. as soon as you read this you have to call me!! we have three questions for you.

1. how long can i stay here?

2. how much will it cost to change my ticket?

3. can i be homeschooled?

i remind you that auntie is a certified teacher and can teach me math english home ec health and science. denise can be my gym teacher. grandma can be my art teacher. and i can be enployed as their nanny!

also i will prolly only need two boxed shipped here

denise needs me

aunt marci needs me

lexi needs me

we took a vote and its unanimous in favor

see? aunt marci can even teach me democracy!

hoping you will consider it

~Diamond Rose~

ok so last night i slept in the basement and besides me being a little scared of the dark i was fine to go down there but when i was in my room i locked the door, not knowing that the thing i was scared of was already inside. so i watched half a movie and got tired so i turned it off but left the light on. then i fell asleep. my monster entered my mind. in this dream i was at school. my whole history class was there and for some reason Mr. johns (my history teacher) was teaching science. idk what we were learning but he had two guys that i didn't know lying down on table. one was named cameron. they were both knocked out with that gas u get when u have surgery. then my kinda friend whitni cut open cameron's stomach and painfully slowly put milk and insects inside him. some other dude was putting the same thing only with the milk and bugs in a sealed plastic bag into the other guy. then my mind fast forwarded and some nurse was yelling and crying and screaming that cameron was dying and dead and that we killed him and it was horrifying. she said she cud save the other guy b/c it was only in plastic bags. then i got the awful image of what poisonous bugs do do you from the inside. idk why but it was all kinda blurry. i woke up then. inside the light was a bug. lets just say my monster had my mind for the rest of the night, even tho im sure i didnt sleep any more.

lovingly terrified,

~Diamond Rose~